THE POST-TRAUMATIC MANIFESTO

ONGOING PROJECT FROM
2022 - 2024

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LAST UPDATE:

12-26-2024

(minor page fixes)
this project is now over. thank you for watching, listening, and reading.

ABOUT

THE POST-TRAUMATIC MANIFESTO is a concept album being made by WEEVILDOING with contributions from FERALJAYCE and CALIGI.

this album explores trauma, femininity, and the pains that come with both. each new song unlocks its own titular character. when all songs are released, the album will be uploaded to streaming services. for now, the songs are only on YouTube.

it is heavily inspired by other concept albums with characters/girls, namely Jigokugata Ningen Doubutsuen (produced by rerulili), Mannequin (produced by DECO*27), and Venomer (produced by Kairiki Bear).

the songs in this album are loosely inspired by my own experiences, and my goal is to bring myself some catharsis through compartmentalizing these concepts, and also possibly making them less scary for others who have dealt with similar issues. i started making music for myself, and i was simultaneously flattered and a bit saddened by people saying they could relate. so i write these songs and design these characters hoping that, by giving specific painful experiences a name, a sound, and a fun design, these pains can be made less tragic.

maybe your pain is embodied by one of these characters, and by viewing it as its own person, you can better come to terms with it. maybe you relate to or feel like you are one of these characters. or maybe you just want catchy music to listen to.

whatever brought you here, i hope you get something out of this album and these girls, and i think everything is gonna be okay.

- WEEVILDOING

CHARACTERS

UNLOCKED:
10 OUT OF 10

WARNING: these pages contain insights into each character's feelings and troubles. some may be upsetting to read.
heed the same content warnings as given in their songs, and proceed with caution.

(icons here are made by CALIGI !
click them to visit the pages!)

TEAM

WEEVILDOINGmakes the music, videos, and character designsFERALJAYCE and CALIGIcontributed the concepts for Chocolate-Box Girl and Caliber Girl

VIDEOS

all videos for this album are posted on WEEVILDOING's channel.they're also here in order of release date, from oldest to newest, for easy access:

MERCH

click for TPTM merch pre-order

OFFICIAL ART

ARTWORK FROM MVs

Disposable Girl is drawn by SABEN/SABENADF

Splitter Girl is drawn by VALENDAR

Caliber Girl is drawn by CALIGI

Taxidermy Girl is drawn by CATASTROTHY

Refraction Girl is drawn by BIRDIEARTS

Irreverent Girl is drawn by FIEND/6KUROS

Fainéant Girl is drawn by MNK_MND

Chocolate-Box Girl is drawn by FERALJAYCE

Chemical Girl is drawn by TOYDRILL

Nurse Parallel is drawn by WEEVILDOING

ARTWORK BY TEAM

FANWORKS

FANART

the first pieces of TPTM fanart are archived here. (i (towne) honestly wasn't expecting so much fanart, and i can't update this page any further. check the #TPTM and #ThePostTraumaticManifesto tags on social media for art.) please contact WEEVILDOING if something you made is here and you would like it taken down.(click any image to visit the artist's original post and check out their page!)


COVERS + REMIXES

the first few TPTM covers are archived here. (i (towne) wasn't expecting so many covers, and i can't update this page any further. search the song names on YouTube and Soundcloud for more covers.) please contact WEEVILDOING if something you made is here and you would like it taken down.(click any image to visit the original upload!)

͏͏͏͏͏͏disposable girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

𓆩 ♱ 𓆪 hungry since the moment that i left the womb 𓆩 ♱ 𓆪

- jordyn
- 21, she/it, dog girl irl
- c-ptsd, bpd, avpd, adhd
- i vent here so be careful ig lol

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Female Lover by Sweet Trip


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

man, i havent been on here in forever. the internet is kind of dumb. what is there to say? my friend group celebrated our inpatient graduation anniversary the other day, that was pretty nice. we’re all trying to figure out housing stuff, nora’s been helping with that. freyja + mayra + kairi found a place already (how are they so responsible??) and the rest of us are trying to find places near them so we can visit more often. i never expected to have such a big group of friends. if you told me 2 years ago that i’d be living like this, i wouldn’t believe you. it’s still surreal to me. i’m not sure what i did to deserve them. same goes for my girlfriends. i don’t wanna say who just yet, we’re still figuring things out, but i’m just so thankful for them. i feel so lucky to have a second chance at life. i really didn’t believe people when they said it would get better, and then it did. how funny…..

- jordyn

͏͏͏͏͏͏IRREVERENT GIRL ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

୨✩୧ ON THE WORSE DAYS I CAN STILL FEEL GOD WATCHING. ୨✩୧

- ADULT.
- "SHE" IS FINE, BUT I LIKE CO/COSELF AND ONE/ONESELF.
- I ENJOY HORROR MOVIES, PIANO, AND MATH PUZZLES.

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Motorbike by Geordie Greep


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

When I have a job and money and I can move away from my shitty Mormon parents

- KAIRI

splitter girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏♥ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

ʚ♡ɞ that's so disgusting, what's wrong with you? (CAN U DO IT AGAIN?) ʚ♡ɞ

- tahira
- she/her, 21 ♥
- psychotic gorewhore ♥
- into any media thats objectively fucking awful

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Gemini Enjoy My Life by Maria & The Mirrors


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

getting myself onigiri from this one good boba place 2nite bc im 8 months clean…… its the little things~ ^^

- tahira

fainéant girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼 does the body rule the mind or does the mind rule the body? 𖥧𖡼𖤣𖥧

- freyja + 22 they/them/she/her disabled
- ME/CFS + other ailments you cannot imagine
- likes sewing + media preservation + other pretentious things

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𖦹 Last Seen Listening To:

The Great Message (How the Aliens Transformed Glumph Into a Peaceful and Happy Planet) by Alien Kids


𖦹 Latest Journal Entries:

Last updated: 09/06/2024

my qpps didnt seem to appreciate me playing Alien Kids Alien Rap for them. Do they even love me

- freyja

Caliber Girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

જ⁀➴ Lower I get, the higher I'll climb ⁀➷

- Nora
- Adult (29)
- She/Her
- Fan of anime, Pokémon, Tamagotchi, Digimon, etc.

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⊹ Last Seen Listening To:

Comme Des Garçons (Like The Boys) by Rina Sawayama


⊹ Latest Journal Entries:

Last updated: 09/06/2024

My Tamagotchi beeped during a meeting fml

- Nora

chocolate-box girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

᧔o᧓ i want to be the girl with the most cake ᧔o᧓

- 22, it/he/she
- autistic, ocd, bpd
- amateur baker

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ꔛ Last Seen Listening To:

Dreadnought by paraoka


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

girl help i cant stop looking at anime figures on japan yahoo auctions !!!!!

- morgan

Taxidermy Girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

𓆝𓆟 Rant and rave, smash your head against the cage 𓆜𓅫

- 23, 2spirit, any pronouns
- Switch, hedonist, ropebunny
- Straight white men please stop messaging me

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𐂂 Last Seen Listening To:

Faceshopping by SOPHIE


𐂂 Latest Journal Entries:

Last updated: 09/06/2024

Went to a kink event the other night and everyone was so nice … The low lights were fucking with my vision so one of the hosts helped me navigate the place . I ❤️ you random disabled ally with a pup mask on

- Mayra

CHEMICAL GIRL ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏x

☠☢☣ IF U GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME, CAN U LET ME KNOW? ☣☢☠

- 21, she, black, cluster b + autistic
- mostly posts about rhythm games, fighting games, and fitness
- ask me about my figmas/gundams/garage kits

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⚠ Last Seen Listening To:

Hoe Cakes by MF DOOM


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

i need to convince my gf to take me to Round One again soon

- Joy

refraction girl ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ x

⁺₊❅. it's never over, she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever࿐ ࿔:⁺₊

- 23, she/they
- don't read this, there's nothing interesting here

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Float On by Modest Mouse


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

talked with my psych and i’ll be starting TMS soon, it’s some thing where they put magnets to ur brain and it’s supposed to treat depression.. trying to temper my expectations bc i’ve tried so many treatments that just do nothing for me, but i’d be lying if i said my hopes weren’t riding on this. i want to confidently say i’m glad to be alive. i feel like i’m getting closer to that

- Nataana

Nurse Parallel, PMHNP ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ ͏͏͏͏͏͏ x

⚕️☤ You can't say no to hope / Can't say no to happiness ☤⚕️

- 27, Female PMHNP
- Main interests are: Psychology, Psychiatry, Sociology, Harm Reduction, Disabled Pride, Mad Pride
- If you found this blog, this means I think you're special!

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Something to Believe by Weyes Blood


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Last updated: 09/06/2024

I’m meeting up with a new friend tomorrow… I feel nervous, but it’s a good nervousness, I think!

- Xiomara

CHAT LOG

Xiomara: So… what are the odds we frequent the same cafe? X)Xiomara: You said you’re new to this area, right?

Nora: Yeah, lol! Work stuff means I had to find a new place to stay. It’s nice to see a familiar face here though!

Xiomara: Ain’t that the truth! :)Xiomara: So… can I ask what’s with the get-up? X)

Nora: Oh, you mean the schoolgirl uniform? I wasn’t expecting to run into anyone I know, I just wear that as an outfit sometimes because I think it’s cute…

Xiomara: No worries, that’s super cool!!!

Nora: You really think so? ^^

Xiomara: Yeah!! Doing whatever makes you happy is the coolest you can get!

Nora: Haha, thanks! I appreciate that :)Nora: Also, this is super out of the blue, but… Is it legal for us to like, hang out? And get to know each other? I honestly feel like a fish out of water here, and I’d love to get to know you better so I don’t feel as isolated, if that’s not a weird thing to ask. Maybe it is, I dunno. And I’m also not sure what the guidelines are, like, legally, since I was your patient at one point…

Xiomara: Well, technically speaking, there’s not a rule saying we can’t be friends. It really depends on the two individuals to figure out whether the relationship is exploitative or harmful. There ARE rules against having a romantic or sexual relationship with a patient, though, and that extends until 2 years after treatment has ended.

Xiomara: So all our bases are covered, as long as you’re comfortable with it. I only treated you for two weeks, so it’s not something that bothers me.

Nora: Oh, I’m totally comfortable with it! I’m actually looking forward to it, lol. You practically helped save my life two years ago. (Has it really been that long already?!) I just felt like we clicked with each other, and it feels like it can’t be coincidence that we met again.Nora: Sorry, I know that’s probably super weird, lol. 😅

Xiomara: Hey, it’s not weird at all! I get it. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t excited to get to know you better. If you want, we can talk about this more over breakfast someday (my mornings are pretty free right now). Any upcoming days work for you?

Nora: Oh, let me check my schedule…Nora: Friday morning is good for me, if that works for you?

Xiomara: That indeed works! 9:30 sound like a good time?

Nora: Sure!

Xiomara: Awesome! Can’t wait! X)

Nora: Lol, me neither! I’ll see you then!

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The sun is so bright, I can't see what's ahead


but I'll blindly walk on to whatever's next

would you like to go somewhere else?